HAPPY B-DAY STEPHANIE!!! well it was yesterday, but i felt like re-iterating it...

anyways stephanie should pay her sports fee so that she can play tennis with me.  like today, i finally won my tennis match, but it was against freshmen, and we beat them 8-1 so i felt really bad.  but if steph came.... it woulda been sooo much more fun. 

went on the Urban Plunge last weekend on capitol hill.   i'm sosososooo sore from it, and still have sore feet.  i'm really glad i went though, and for any juniors takin comp gov't next yr, don't miss out.  It's such a good experience for you and you won't regret it.

anyways, i'm tired so nite.

UW housing: lander, terry, mcCarty, haggett

i'm dormin just for a quarter though

sign up now for priority!!! cya ther!

so i havnt updated in a loonnngg time i no, but not much has changed execept more stress and ppl around me being more stress and so on.  now that college apps are done, i have scholarship apps.  my dad says whether i get to dorm or not depends on whether i get a scholarship... tough... well i think i can make a deal with him when the time comes.  i just turned one in today, and i have to mail my 2nd one tomorrow.. but i stil have to rite the essay (havent started), then my other two are due in 2 weeks... i hate this... i saw all the rejection letters on the wall and was kinda sad cuz i didn get the chance to apply to that many schools.  ppl laughed and said i was cruel to be sad at not having a chance to be rejected, but i never got to apply to any reach schools.  the toughest one was UW and that was a nothing compare to some of the other schools i wanted to apply to if i could have gone out of state... i just wanted to try, but my dad wouldnt even let me apply.... too late now...

anyways, i basically live at school now and have been living there for the past 4 weeks... why u ask?  i'll spell it for u: y-e-a-r-b-o-o-k.  i spent about 50-60 hrs a week at school for the past month... its KILLING me... but wat can i say, i thrive on the pressure. my only complaint is that i have put my social life on hold and i think my youth group thinks i'v ditched them especially since this saturday is tolo... o btw, i hope it doesnt rain cuz then we cant have the bonfire.... i dont know how to drive to golden gardens though... and if ur one of the ppl in my group that keeps complaining,- Stop!  if ur gona complain, then do somthing to help us come up with a better solution, except now we have 2 days.  I just wish i could run away some where for a few days.  i wish i could have gone to ocean shores, but it was canceled... too bad.

ok so i really need to work on posting when i'm not in a depressed mood.  next time i'm happy or mildly positive, i'll post, but no promises.  o and btw, if yrbook ppl r reading this... TURN IN UR PAGES!!! so that i wont have to come into school the morning before tolo, cuz that would reallllyyy suck.

peace.